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okae la. i improved 51 marks from ca1 to sa1. suan bu cuo le la horx. =( but i still got veli bad marks for moi exams. aiya. hec it le. me alreadi in e june holidaes mood! i cant wait to buy stuff. hahax. sheesh. one things for sure! i wanna buy eeyore from more den words! bwahhahahaha. =) teacher so mean lorhx. exam over liaox stil giv shoo mch hw+assignments. HAIX. big meanie. *grins* anywae. i saw my dance senior at jurong east dere on mondae. d vesak dae holidae. den po cheng and pan ying was beside me mah. den po cheng was lyk telling us dat her nco was dere la. den she lyk so scared la. haha. i lyk pulling her hair! den she giv me dat winnie d pooh face. so cute! haha -.-" she will get revenge if she sees dis. lucklie she doesnt noe my blog url. HAHA. -.-" nvm. den todae went jurong point dat time saw twins got new version of their cd. GOT MV SOME MORE LEIX. i wan it! hahax. but lyk 4 mvs oni la. haix. den todae when i came out of e mrt at jurong east dere when i was on my way to skl i saw my dance senior again -.- wth lo. he sec 4 some more. sheesh. scared of him. AAA. -.- saw him pointing middle finger lyk um 3 times le. d other time i saw him on top of another guy on d stage when we were having our cca la. sian la. dance is getting sho boring! cnnt slack le =( so sad. haix. anyone hu is sian LYK ME, can u kindlie PLZ PLZ PLZ ask me out or hint me to ask u out or smth. i wanna go out! dying to go out. but lyk nobodie go out wif me lorhx =( i wanna crie le. feel so lonelie nowadaes. feel so outta place. haix. why does my parents alwaes lyk compare me wif my sis lorhx! sometimes i realli wish my sis was stupider or smth. haix. alwaes sae my sis de subjects alwaes get 70 above one. so wad! so wad! i not her. she nt me mah. hu tell her so cleva la! i rv she nanyang leix. how can compare lyk dat lorhx. and i hate my sis! y cant i be born earlier den her. den i cld boss around and bullie her or smth saying dat im older den her and all dat lyk wad she does. those hu noe my sis, im telling u NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER! why cant i hav a brother or some other nicer sis. or even better. not be born into dis world. but tinking bac. if i was neva born into dis world. i wldnt be able to hav such a nice fren who wld take their precious time to look at my blog. =) thanks den. i must learn to be grateful i guess. and if u kan wo bu shuang. juz say it. den i wont be wasting mai time wif u =) and eugenia was saying i look like a girl hu is crazie abt bois. i mean. does looks realli matter? okae la. not d main point. d main point is. I M NOT BOI CRAZIE! smtimes. i tink bois are realli jerks. dey tell u dis n dey do another. i dun realli trust them. haix. d good thing abt d bois in 1c is dat dey are quite open minded la. at least dey dare sit wif a girl. my exclassmates de boi juz wont sit wif a girl no matter wad. dey wld be in dis grp standing a distance away from d girl and leave d pathetic girl sitting down dere. bored and sianx lyk hell. mayb i shld juz fgt my ex-classmates. mayb i shld. i mean. lyk those bunch of meanies. i dun noe why but i tink i shld. well. not all. dat wld be real mean. i wont fgt ppl lyk soggie. kelley. livvi. and those nice girls hu were alwaes dere for me. well. not alwaes. but at least dey tok to me. =) begining to find it difficult to hav real frens. okae. i admit im not sociable. im juz um as ppl say crazie. wadeva. but i realli realli REALLI hope to make real nice frens hu wld come out wif me in e june holidaes and hav real fun. =)

Wednesday, May 25, 2005
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